Nov 12, 2011

an absence of something

I have just been waiting...waiting to feel something, anything, a twinge or a cramp or some slight indication that our embryos are still with me. As usual, nothing. I think that maybe those little embryos just got tired of cell division or whatever it is that usually happens to them. I know anything is still possible - still, the one time I was pregnant, I had so much cramping with implantation, I find it very hard to believe that I won't feel anything at all if something is trying to implant. I have been so sad this weekend. I feel like I already know the answer. I hope so badly that for once, I will be wrong.

7 comments:

  1. I'm hoping for you too... 2WWs are such a nightmare :( FXd for you xoxo

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  2. I am still here cheering you on.

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  3. Hoping and praying they are still with you.

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  4. Hang in there... sending hope and prayer that they're snuggling in.

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  5. Still praying for those embryos to stick around. I tend to have more cramping when I'm not actually pregnant, so you never know. Hang in there.

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  6. Hang in there!!! Early pregnancy symptoms are so hard to read - you definitely can't tell anything yet!

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  7. Thinking of you and hoping everything is just digging in gently.

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